i tore my cornea so i'm really not supposed to be facing my laptop.. but i suppose a short while wun hurt much i guess.. hv been really confused recently. i much rather be back in china where i can smile like a silly goofball when someone calls then to be here, just 1 bus stop away, but yet feel so alien.

tmr i gotta go down to raffles hospital alone coz mommy hv to go to wrk.. i hate hospitals.

i can't wait for xinyu n gang to come.. mayb they can knock some sense of self-respect n independence into me. haiz.. i miss you n i miss being able to call at whim.